….in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us. For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord (Romans 8:37-39).
This testimony is from a reader, like you, who wants to spread the good news of God’s love for us. God’s love is so deep that some reject it because they are unable to understand it. But, the author of this testimony has not only accepted God’s love for her but she is willing to share her first hand experience with us all.
My life before I came to Christ.
Friday morning March 16, 2012. I was living with my boyfriend at the time, and on probation for possession of methamphetamine. I failed to appear for an appointment, and was in violation. Tired of being on the run, I decided I would return home, pay an attorney, see my children, and get in and out of jail as soon as possible. Well my earthly father, and my Heavenly Father had other plans. When I returned home, my father had me arrested. As I was led off to jail, I spit in my fathers face. The next day, when I sobered up, I realized it was my fathers birthday. How ashamed I was. Still 30 days in jail, and my intentions was to get out, and get high.
How I came to a cognitive knowledge of who Jesus is and what He did for me.
I was hungry. I thought for food. This woman in jail was so nice to me. She fed me, every time I saw her she would smile the biggest smile and say ” how are you today Ms. Christie”. A few days later she went home. I missed her, and thought, I hope she is doing well. I noticed an open book in the book return box. It had her name in it. I was so disappointed when I closed the cover, and realized it was a Christian book, How To Grow Your Faith. It meant so much to me, the way she treated me I read it anyway. In fact I read it three times in one afternoon. The book talked about the parable of the mustard seed. My cell mate said ” yes Jennifer if you have faith the grain of a mustard seed, you can move mountains”. I was in church part of my childhood. I didn’t realize people still lived ” knowing” and ” trusting” in Him. I had all forgotten this. My cell mate reminded me. I started talking to God, and reading my bible.
Circumstances surrounding my conversion.
A few days later, one of the girls in jail with me, was sitting at a table crying. I walked over and asked her ” what’s wrong? She replied ” my little girl is having surgery in two days, and she wanted to go home”. I felt so bad for her my heart was breaking. I went upstairs to my room, and prayed. I said
“Lord if you’re real I’m not worthy to ask anything of myself, but that woman is desperate to be with her baby, please let her go home. In Jesus name I pray amen”.
Now this book I had read said you have to admit, believe, and confess with your mouth. I had to go tell her. I thought, if this doesn’t happen these people are going to think I’m crazy. It didn’t matter what they thought of me, my only concern was for the family. I went back down stairs, and said Tammi, ” I just prayed and you’re going home to your daughter”. She said ” thank you they are checking on a furlough”. I then asked “what’s a furlough”? She explained. I told her ” Tammi, I didn’t know about furlough’s, I just asked that you get to go home with your daughter. She again thanked me, and went to her room. Two days later we all finished breakfast, and I hear her name called for court. I asked her cell mate, “did Tammi have court today”? She replied ” no”. I was so excited! She came back after a couple of hours. She started up the stairs, her face was red and soaked from crying. She cried out ” Jennifer you where right I’m going home to be with my baby”!
My spiritual growth from the time I accepted Christ to today.
I “knew” the Lord was real, and realized at that moment, the sacrifice He paid for me, and for all who believe. I know each day is a blessing, I finally found the food, I was so hungry for. The “real bread of life”. I have a peace about me, that people notice, and a sense that as long as He is in control everything will be alright. From an earthly father’s love to put his first born daughter in jail. To a heavenly Father’s love, to bring her out.